i miss making fun of your hair. i miss baking cheese biscuits. i miss your laugh and your smile and your hugs. i miss you coming to my practices. i miss going on drives. i miss eating ice cream and playing jokes on mum together. i miss you standing up for me. i miss your surprises. i miss your stupid little dances accross the kitchen. i miss you taking care of me. i miss our weekends together and drive thru dinners. i miss you coming home from long business trips. i miss singing with you. i miss riding in the front seat of your truck. i miss washing the car with you. i miss staying up late together. i miss getting mad at you for always falling asleep during the movies. i miss walkie-talkying. i miss you trying to paint my nails and braid my hair because mum didnt know how. i miss roadtrips and campfires. i miss walking in the rain with you. i miss laughing with you. i miss laughing at you. i miss speed shopping and hearing you wake up at 5 am every morning, and toast with cheeze whiz and jam. i miss you helping hide report cards from mum. i miss stealing mums convertable to get DQ in the summer. i miss you glued in your chair in front of the tv past 9 pm. i miss so many thousands of other things that im not even going to begin trying to finish writing this.
i just really fucking miss you.