everythingmeansnothingtome.
i miss hayden alot.
i started a new painting last night. its probably my favourite painting ive ever painted. i bought the somewhat new elliot smith and moved around my room. been spending alot of time in my room lately. my mother is driving my absolutely crazy.
one month till christmas. i figured out what im getting everyone except for evelyn and caralyn because hmv hates me.
speaking of hating me, im thinking my teachers all want to strangle me right now. i just cant focus in class anymore. im so effing behind on everything. blaahhhhhhh.
okay im done complaining! im going to go paint some more and consider opening my math book for the first time in 2 weeks.